I don’t know how you feel about the prefaces or forwards
found in many books. Personally, I am
somewhat ambivalent about them. It seems
to me that they tend to fall into two categories. One category are those forwards that are
written by a “celebrity,” someone well known in religious, academic or
entertainment circles. I often wonder
how many of these introductions appear in the book – often emblazoned on the
cover - just to sell a few more copies.
The second category of book prefaces seems to me to be deeply
personal. They involve someone I may or
may not have heard of, but someone who knows the author and his or her work
personally. These are the kind of introductions
I read much more carefully, because I know they will likely express the
personal impact the author’s words have had on the writer’s life.
The forward found in Jared Wilson’s book The Pastor’s
Justification: Applying the work of
Christ in your Life and Ministry belongs in the second category. It is written by Mike Ayers, a pastor and
Bible College professor in Houston, Texas. I am not personally familiar with Dr. Ayers. Although he does not explain his personal
connection to the author of the book, he very clearly states how he has
experienced the truths of what the author is writing about.
Occasionally when I am reading, a sentence or perhaps a
paragraph stops me short, arrests my attention and causes me to stop, think and
at times pray. Those are good
moments. I had one of those moments
while I read the forward to The Pastor’s Justification. The sentence that arrested me was this: “I’ve concluded that God is as much, if not
more, interested in doing a great work in
us as he is in doing a great work through
us.” (p. 12, italics in the original)
I cannot tell you how many times I catch myself thinking –
what is God going to do through me? That
is not a bad thing. Obviously when I
stand in the pulpit or sit counseling someone, I hope and pray that God’s
Spirit uses me to impact someone in some way.
I usually recognize, when I am not mired in pride, that anything God is
doing through me is not because of any innate talents or abilities in me, but
rather because of His gifts, His word, and the power of His Spirit.
Dr. Ayers’ words were a wonderful reminder that God may
bring a certain situations or persons into our life to do a work in our
hearts. For example, take the believing
spouse in a difficult marriage. God may
be working through you to affect your spouse.
But he also will have placed you in that marriage to teach you something
about trust and love and holiness. As
the subtitle of Gary Thomas’ book Sacred Marriage challenges us, “What if God
designed marriage to make us holy more than to make us happy?” Exactly!
The same principle applies to all our other
relationships. It applies to the
friendship that has gone sour. It
applies to the perpetually angry neighbor.
It applies to the incredibly difficult or verbally foul person at
work. While God can work through you to
touch their lives, God is also, and perhaps more importantly, working in you in
the midst of those relationships.
There are more applications than just relationships. When God allows a difficult job situation to
crop up in your life, he can be both working through you and in you. The same goes for financial difficulty or ill
health. God may use you as a testimony,
but he is also doing his transforming work in you are a result of whatever
hard, testing or painful situation you are in.
He is teaching you to trust Him and He continues to be willing to do a
good work in your heart.
Personally, I have to periodically stop and force myself to remember
this great truth: God is often more
interested in what in going on inside me that what is going on through me. What a wonderful blessing. God is always at work. There are no situations or relationships he
cannot touch redemptively. He is molding
me, shaping me, transforming me and conforming me to the image of His Son. And for that, I am, and will be, eternally
grateful.